being a guitarman.
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the.gayguy]]*

the dude.

.fendy
.taufiq (white)
.appreciates(almost) all sorts of music
.tries hard to play guitar:P
.raffles
.070790

.wishlist*
.a decent, non-Ibanez 24-fretted guitar with floyd rose (preferably a Schecter)
.pink braces
.EQ pedal
.a lot of cash(need, not want)
.my bro's ephiphone hardcase
.a hardcase for my Squier
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(bridge)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(middle)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(neck)
.a new hp
.new amp
.Seymour Duncan humbuckers for my epiphone
.strike out at least one of d wishes above
.to-do-list*
.fix my Academy LP neck & frets
.fix my Epiphone '96 LP neck & frets
.organise a gig
.jam with my cuzzins/their frens
.get a life
.get decent grades for promos
.be nice
.strike out at least one of d stuff above
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    • .sing with me*



    Wednesday, May 30, 2007
    i always tend to get caught up with the past
    is it 'with' or 'in'? shit my english is horrible
    and so is my malay now
    passed by ntu twice
    then i saw a banner with the word 'pedagogy'
    the malay for it is 'pedagogi'
    i swear i knew what it meant
    but not anymore
    how i regret not taking malay lit
    i was given many chances to change my subject combi
    but i didnt
    i told my friend that the main reason for it
    was because of the class
    and she said i was stupid
    or something along that line
    and it came from the CT rep summore
    the CT rep saying something like that
    as a reaction to my sentiments about the class
    god, i must be stupid
    hmm then again, i always tend to misquote people
    or hear wrongly
    or get their meanings wrong
    but heck
    that just goes to show the extent of my stupidity anyway
    -
    and i'm not just stupid
    i'm useless
    as in seriously useless
    i suck at my studies
    i suck at sports
    i suck at guitar
    i suck at everything!
    as in seriously.
    like name me ONE thing that im good at
    apart from being childish
    stupid
    useless
    immature
    insensitive
    and all those are understatements i tell u
    -
    fuck i miss ri
    ri life was how fun ah
    anw this part of the entry kinda matches the 1st line
    this was what i wanted to blog about
    then like i got distracted
    shit lah my attention span
    or wdvr u call it
    is like how fucking short
    that explains a lot
    my lack of progress in guitar
    in studies
    in everything
    fuckkkk
    -
    anw
    i miss ri life
    watched a few stupid videos of me in ri
    heh bloody Baba(Noel)
    ok lar it was childish
    and like stupid
    but fun, nonetheless
    godd rj is so freaking boring
    or maybe its just me
    gah.
    hell
    -
    ok this is lag
    but Del Fuego
    was screwed up
    the guitar concert i mean
    and farewell for the guitar seniors
    was really screwed up
    and to think that i was awake till like pass midnite
    to plan both events
    and yet they turned out bad
    'life is too short to regret the good that you've done'
    or something like that
    meh tell me what good have i ever done?
    fuck
    -
    i owe my parents too much
    sometimes i think that the best way to repay them
    is just to kill myself, and end their burden
    that will be a veryyy big favour man
    i mean nothing i can do when i grow up
    can ever make up for yet another day they have to go through bringing up such a useless ingrate like me
    i'm a fucking bastard.
    -
    and i find it amazing how i can pretend that i'm alright all the time.


    strummed the guitar at 5/30/2007 11:15:00 PM

    Saturday, May 26, 2007
    it just sucks
    to know that someone is in a bad mood
    a really fucking low mood
    but you just cant help to change anything.
    and knowing that if you try u'll most probably make matters worse,
    that's a bigger pain in the ass.
    shit ah.
    -
    it's the 1st day of the supposed holidays
    but i cant seem to rejoice
    fuck i need to mug
    -
    i'm pathetic.


    strummed the guitar at 5/26/2007 04:46:00 PM

    Saturday, May 12, 2007
    ok i havent blogged on this blog 4 damn long.
    heck i havent blogged for quite a while on any blogs.
    HECK YOU SAID IT GAHHHH
    ok btw my blog is like damn real time kinda shit
    like when i blogging then when some people said sumtin mothereffing i'll just scream on the blog
    yeah like now
    GAAHHHH NOW IM FEELING GUILTY
    THANKS AH!

    shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit



    human relationships are very interesting
    ok i'm not emo now so i wont post on this blog
    wanted to post about class camp
    but i decided that its kinda of no use bringing it up again..
    sigh.


    strummed the guitar at 5/12/2007 11:55:00 PM