being a guitarman.
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the.gayguy]]*

the dude.

.fendy
.taufiq (white)
.appreciates(almost) all sorts of music
.tries hard to play guitar:P
.raffles
.070790

.wishlist*
.a decent, non-Ibanez 24-fretted guitar with floyd rose (preferably a Schecter)
.pink braces
.EQ pedal
.a lot of cash(need, not want)
.my bro's ephiphone hardcase
.a hardcase for my Squier
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(bridge)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(middle)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(neck)
.a new hp
.new amp
.Seymour Duncan humbuckers for my epiphone
.strike out at least one of d wishes above
.to-do-list*
.fix my Academy LP neck & frets
.fix my Epiphone '96 LP neck & frets
.organise a gig
.jam with my cuzzins/their frens
.get a life
.get decent grades for promos
.be nice
.strike out at least one of d stuff above
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  • .sing with me*



    Tuesday, January 30, 2007
    i want to comment on the arena thingey.
    about the contestants.
    but i'll be accused of being an elitist or something.
    lol.
    and.
    i lost my adidas leather bag.
    the green/brown one.
    i dno the color.
    my sis gave me one..
    i used it for like barely a week
    before it snapped.
    that was last year.
    then i brought 2 school 2day coz wantd 2 go j8 2 fix
    then i lost it.
    tsk
    -
    and my new band
    i am not particularly pleased
    dont get me wrong
    i've got nothing against any of the new members
    i just foresee us having a hard time compromising
    i mean it was already goddamn hard in my old bands
    take.it.as.a.challenge.
    -
    and fatin, i heard a lot of blackmoo's songs leadi lah
    lonngggg time ago. lol.
    n hey haz! yeah sad blog. =)
    haha sad tapi senyum.
    im mad.
    thats a 'd', not a 't'
    nvm random.


    strummed the guitar at 1/30/2007 10:01:00 PM

    Sunday, January 28, 2007
    i am demoralising myself by watching youtube videos
    their guitars
    such nice tones
    waaahhh...
    -looks at my guitarS-
    waaaaaaahhhhhhh.
    -
    tsk
    having good guitars wont make me a good guitar player
    PRECISELY MY POINT
    GODDAMMNIITTT I WANT TO B A FREAKING GOOD GUITAR PLAYER
    or at least good enough to the extent that i can buy a gd guitar and wun find it a white elephant!!
    waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
    n i still want a white guitar.
    -
    embek!


    strummed the guitar at 1/28/2007 04:58:00 PM

    Wednesday, January 24, 2007
    changes.
    i've never been good at dealing at such stuff.
    too bad life is ever-changing.
    it never stops to wait for anyone.
    but somehow
    i thank God that i am sometimes oblivious to the changes around me.
    stupid. naive. or plain ignorant.
    but when the realisation comes once in a while
    i'll go into a low mood
    like real low.
    oh wellz. life goes on.
    and may the world be a better place for all.


    strummed the guitar at 1/24/2007 09:28:00 PM

    Sunday, January 21, 2007
    helo world.
    im not bearing any grudges against greg or anything.
    but but but
    wahhh i think im gonna miss them
    -
    and im like broke broke broke broke broke
    nyeh
    so much for 'hotrails by february'
    nyeh
    nanananannanananananana
    ok nvm.
    -
    chikalaka piya piya chikalaka piya piya
    sasasasaSA!
    ok nvm.


    strummed the guitar at 1/21/2007 03:23:00 PM

    Saturday, January 20, 2007
    im out of musik unfall.
    ok at least we didnt fight.


    strummed the guitar at 1/20/2007 05:24:00 PM

    ok from now on i think my band relationship
    will be like i hate u u hate me but like lets juz keep quiet n play
    n enjoy ourselves
    kinda relationship
    well that applies to me at least
    ok la its abit inaccurate
    not i hate u u hate me
    but i dont like ur attitude u dun like mine
    kinda thing
    yay


    strummed the guitar at 1/20/2007 04:24:00 PM

    Sunday, January 14, 2007
    ok.
    i need a new blog
    and a new email address.
    haha actually 've been wanting to change both my email n blog
    4 damn long already.
    but a bit the ma fan
    i should have changed my email before the year started lah
    now that i've entered rj
    and added 50+ new people on my contact list
    that makes 50+ new people to inform about the change
    and i scared it'll end up like last time
    my pj@ hotmail thingey
    haha
    i not even using it now
    nyeh
    -
    and i dont know whats wrong with me
    've been very critical of others lately
    and of myself too
    've been developing this subtle holier than thou attitude
    yet feeling self-concious
    very self concious
    and useless
    tsk
    whats wrong with me
    -
    ok
    my parents r wondering
    and I myself am wondering
    4 days ago i was given $50
    now im left with $5
    :S
    ok $20 was duit madrasah that i owed
    that leaves $30
    i still have $5
    that leaves $25
    i gave noel $10
    that leaves $15
    i returned xuan lang his $6
    that leaves $9
    what DID i spend $9 on??
    ok most probably lunch
    nyeh.
    see i hardly spend money 4 myself
    tsk
    -
    vintage rails by february!!
    stopppp spendddinnnggggggg!!!
    ok im fasting until the end of the year
    =)


    strummed the guitar at 1/14/2007 02:33:00 PM

    Saturday, January 13, 2007
    ok i totally 4got wad i wantd 2 blog about
    k random stuff time!!
    -
    haha in my OG got diz gurl who looks like my gaymate
    -
    i got 2 les pauls but i claim to be 'not much of a les paul guy'
    -
    ok enough random stuff
    -
    ok i am feeling damn low
    well was
    now occupying myself with random stuff
    to prevent myself from jumping down
    ok wait im not feeling THAT low lah
    but like yeah
    i feel lost
    usually at times like this
    i just let go of everything
    n like focus on my band
    but now
    my band i dno wad happend 2 it la
    mayb i should like start taking control
    of my life i mean
    n my band
    mayb i shud stop taking the back seat
    o wait did i get that right?
    hmm
    dno la
    i nid to talk to sumbody....
    as in a certain sumbody..
    but like yeah orang tu pon nga emo or sumtin...
    -
    n i dont like bitches
    n there's like only one in my bitch list now
    too bad 4 u.
    heh.


    strummed the guitar at 1/13/2007 10:31:00 PM

    Friday, January 12, 2007
    ok i haven blogged 4 damn long.
    n sorry 2 all my frens who misses me
    if any
    haha
    -
    anyway
    orientation.
    my
    OG
    is
    <3!!!
    yeah man
    we like totally rock
    luvvvvvvvv d og man
    yeah i wanna blog more abt d og
    but like yeah my point is i luv d og n yeah datz that
    n when i say OG its inclusive of the OGLS too
    viola n sherwin!!!
    -
    anyway
    my class
    wooh super funky too
    altho we barely know each other
    i think we all click well
    n v enthu
    luvvv the class
    -
    haha but like me n eugene ho
    hahahahahahahahahahahaha
    k nvm.
    i dno y i laughing also lar.
    haha
    -
    n o ya rewind
    Orientation was damn funnn
    o'nite was quite fun
    but d dance ... :(((((
    my dance partner ran away
    so like half d time i was dancing wif diz violent stranger
    n d rest with chris qoay/koay/istilldunnohow2spellit
    -.-
    -
    n my band...
    wahhh i nid to talk to.....
    but bad timing
    sigh
    -
    waahhhh


    strummed the guitar at 1/12/2007 10:06:00 PM

    Sunday, January 07, 2007
    man my computer is like so slow nowadays
    i think my computer got infected by some virus or something
    damn
    now i cant youtube
    actually i can lah, if i want to watch like 3 seconds clips or something
    -
    anyway
    i think i have had enough of being a nice guy
    seriously
    why?
    ok the answer is very long, complicated and elaborated
    but yeah
    no more mr nice guy
    -
    but on a brighter note,
    IM GONNA B AN UNCLE!
    wootz yay
    congrats bro.
    -
    hmm ok i am purposely not blogging about a certain something
    hmmph
    -
    wootz all the best for my og for O.nite man
    haha.
    luvvvv the 1st 1:06 mins. >.<


    strummed the guitar at 1/07/2007 04:54:00 PM

    Saturday, January 06, 2007
    ohkay. orientation is dammmnn fun
    luuurrvveeee my og
    big time
    n weird things have been happening lately.
    too tired to blog
    looking forward to onite
    -
    i'm sorry for you if you hate me for telling the truth


    strummed the guitar at 1/06/2007 11:48:00 PM

    Monday, January 01, 2007
    i am irritated.
    haha.
    i blogged a very long entry
    not very long lah
    long enough to get me pissed if it gets wiped out
    n unfortunately it did
    -
    anyway.
    happy new year y'all!
    hope 2006 was a happy year
    n 2007 will b happier
    haha sharks i just laughed
    happy year. happier.
    nvm.
    it wasn't on purpose!!
    gawd.
    -
    anyway
    i am also very, erm, not pleased
    because of something
    something i read
    but nevermind
    until i learn how to convey my anger effectively without being vulgar or in any way offensive, i shall keep mum about it
    -
    ok 2 more days till school starts
    hahaha my mum just screamed at me for being topless
    >.<
    anyway
    yes
    school
    quite excited
    gonna b a whole diff environment
    n im gonna miss my old school a lot
    yeah i know its like kinda like at the same place
    and i can like visit it every day
    but its gonna b different
    -
    it seems just like yesterday..
    i walked up to adly and anwaar and asked
    'are we all malays?'
    what i meant to say was
    'are these all the malays in the school? quite little'
    we were gathering n waiting for the malay PSLs to bring us to the mosque 4 friday prayers
    it seems just like yesterday..
    i juz bought my food and had the first spoonful
    and i ran to cikgu's room when somebody told me the syf results were out
    it seems like yesterday..
    i took french
    n i kept coping noel's notebook
    n like quickly threw it back at his table
    when he started standing up to give me a punch
    half the time he'd give it anway
    the punch i mean
    it seems like yesterday..
    ok i cant remember anything much in sec 2 >.<
    it seems like yesterday..
    me n greg entered 3H together 4 the 1st time
    n i took a softball bat that i saw
    n rode it like a broomstick
    thinking it was ian yap's
    until kai bin came n asked me 2 buzz off
    haha
    it seems like yesterday..
    noel greg jeremy zenzel and sometimes a few others
    were bullying me
    it seems like yesterday..
    noel greg etc etc etc were still bullying me
    haha
    it seems like yesterday..
    i was msging ... in class
    haha not that i want to hide whoever's identity
    its just that its a very long list >.<
    it seems like yesterday..
    we were taking turns playing my electric guitar at the back of class
    or playing 'sepak takraw' or making fun of.. ok nvm
    it seems like yesterday..
    we moved to the new teaching block
    it seems like yesterday..
    we were taking turns playing my electric guitar in front of the new class
    and i was still getting bullied
    it seems like yesterday..
    we played fall to pieces and you give love a bad name for RS
    ....
    im gonna miss RI very badly..


    strummed the guitar at 1/01/2007 05:37:00 PM