being a guitarman.
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the.gayguy]]*

the dude.

.fendy
.taufiq (white)
.appreciates(almost) all sorts of music
.tries hard to play guitar:P
.raffles
.070790

.wishlist*
.a decent, non-Ibanez 24-fretted guitar with floyd rose (preferably a Schecter)
.pink braces
.EQ pedal
.a lot of cash(need, not want)
.my bro's ephiphone hardcase
.a hardcase for my Squier
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(bridge)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(middle)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(neck)
.a new hp
.new amp
.Seymour Duncan humbuckers for my epiphone
.strike out at least one of d wishes above
.to-do-list*
.fix my Academy LP neck & frets
.fix my Epiphone '96 LP neck & frets
.organise a gig
.jam with my cuzzins/their frens
.get a life
.get decent grades for promos
.be nice
.strike out at least one of d stuff above
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  • .sing with me*



    Monday, May 29, 2006
    ok ppl had malay paper while i dun hav. i feel so left out.

    niwaes yesterday had myRIad concert.
    was rather succesful. but i know we cud hav done better.
    yay congrats anyway.


    n sori 2 those ppl who i din invite(or those who i invite las min) 2 d concert.. veri bz d past few wks.. tak sempat nak jemput orang2.. tak teringat pon.. so sori eh...


    n for those guyz who went around asking frantically whether guitar sucked or not, i find it veri stupid you know, whatever u did. bleargh.

    n the backstage area onwards at esplanade feels damn hospitalish. k nvm.

    yay my bro let me perform on his wedding dinner...

    hmm k shud i start practising now? or shud i wait till like d nite b4 his dinner den i practise? so that d songs sound fresh? hahah k nvm.

    hmm speaking of my bro.. HE DIDN'T WATCH myRIad ah!!!! *cry*
    hahaha jk. hmm actually i dun giv a shit la.. do i? bah nvm.


    hmm k i juz realised dat i say a lot of 'nvm's.








    nvm.


    strummed the guitar at 5/29/2006 07:39:00 PM

    Monday, May 22, 2006
    ok im bored. no more ppl 2 kacau leadi.

    hahaha converse shoes/socks makes ur feet talk.

    'MAK!!! Mat kacau!'

    differentiation is funky. u owaes get a different answer.

    "PAPAA!! mat kacau!!'

    u call ur dad papa? kewl. i call my dad on the fone.

    'AARRGHH!'



    haha i luv it when i drive ppl 2 madness.



    k niwaes i 4got 2 blog abt my guitar.

    WEEEE!!! malmsteen's strings! yay!


    haha dey're not malmsteen's. they r Malmsteen Approved! haha. c. Dean Markley dun claim dem 2 b malmsteen's strings n overcharge customers 4 it. *hint hint*

    haha nvm.

    niwaes. i find it kinda kewl la, diz set of malmsteen-approved strings.
    d first 3 strings r like super thin. like d first 3 in a 0.08mm string set.
    den d last 3 r like thick. like in a .10 mm set one.

    n i added another spring 2 d tremolo bridge. so now it izn floating.. so now more of a one-way tremolo. but better sustain. yay.


    luvie duvie.




    o yes. acs pri dk. quite fun. d kids were great. haha i cant blif i went there wif my skool pe shirt. u noe, wif d BIG skool crest in front, n d BIG 'RAFFLES' at d back. i seriously asking 4 stoning seh.
    hmm how i wish nAdi were as enthu as them.
    n one of dem is mr Malik Aljunied's son!
    n d karuts dat me n ari pick, they're natural man!
    im a gd karut picker!



    .snap


    strummed the guitar at 5/22/2006 09:38:00 PM

    Sunday, May 21, 2006
    sometimes i cant help but laugh at myself. n thats a bad thing. coz i have a bad sense of humour.

    n erm anyway i shall pick up from where i left.

    o yes. the hospital. wait firstly i feel damn out of place going to KKWCHH 4 my checkup.

    coz its WOMAN n CHILDREN hospital.
    evn tho i am uncertain of my sexual orientation at times im definitely not cut out 2 b a woman.
    n im not a children.
    i mean like duh i am one person.
    children=many kids.
    how can i be many?
    k nvm.

    but heh prof cheng works there so i hav 2 go there la. coz he's like sort of my personal doc. hmm he treated me since i was a small kid all d way till 2dae.. duz dat make him my personal doc? ah nvm.

    but niweaes prof cheng is a funky dood. an Old Boy of RI. got quite a sense of humour too. owaes smiling. xcept when he duzn smile. haha k nvm. but seriously la. he's a nice guy.

    niwaes. last thurs i went 4 check up wif my mum. heh. my parents will NEVER allow me 2 go 2 d doc's alone man. haha. hmm niwaes d clinic got revampd. so like d clinic k, l, m and n all like mixd up leadi. so yea got a bit lost. hmm so anyway found our way. bla bla bla..

    k d first thing d doc said when he saw me was sumtin like 'wah such a big boy now'
    den got sumtin like 'last time u(me) were such a small boy with no hair..... bla bla... now im(d doc) d one who lacks hair'. actually diz quote damn off. but datz d basic meaning of wad he sai

    hmm o ya den like d nurse was replying 2 d doc 'ya lah. big boy leadi. nex check up bring gf'

    n i was like wdh LOL. firstly i dun hav a gf. 2nd y d HELL wud i want 2 bring a gf 2 KKH? later ppl think i made her pregnant. lol. n 3rdly, if there's anyone who i shud bring along 4 my checkup, that person shud b:
    a) my real mum
    b) my real dad
    c)abang
    d)kak fadhilah
    e) kak fairuz
    f) kak siti hajar
    g)kak fateha.

    wait no. i shudn b bringing dem. they shud b d one bringing me to checkup. bleargh.
    k if u hav no idea, i was listing down my real mum n dad, my bro n my sis's names.

    k but i dun blame abang or kakak2. i mean like if my parents dun giv a shit abt me, y shud my siblings? i mean my siblings were LITTLE KIDS when i was a baby. my bro's ten yrs my senior. n he's d eldest in d family. so like yeah sumtimes i feel abit pissed coz like other ppl got like oni one bro or sis but they luv each other so much, den i got 5 elder siblings n i hardly talk to dem. but den i realised dat its not their fault. its my parents' fault.


    from now on i shall disown my parents.

    but i still luv my siblings! yay!


    ok shit digress so much.

    niwaes.

    haha


    hmm d doc was like trying 2 hide stuff frm me. tsktsk. hahaha. but he know's my mum (my foster mum. wait no. my ONLY mum) is d panicky type. so yeah. he used d stetoscope. n like his face like got serious. n like he went back to his table. kept quiet a while. den he told me 2 go 4 echo test. as in dat funny ultra sound machine dat lets enthu parents take a peek at their unborn baby. n like my mum was like askin y.. so he said dat juz 2 make sure, coz i haven gone 4 one 4 years..


    so bla bla.. echo test..

    den he told us dat d blood vessel or sumtin dat d docs tied up was leaking abit.. not as bad as b4 d operation la.. but still leaking a bit.. den my mum, like any other mum(except 4 maybe my bro's mum), got worried la.. but d doc say it was nuthing la.. but i shud tell him if i feel any chest pain or anth..

    k my doc is damn gd at covering things.. yay! ahaha.. n haha but i haven been frank wif him either.. i mean like i never told him abt d chest pain dat i feel evry now n den.. my imagination tells me dat d pain comes frm d blood leaking out at high pressure n hitting sum funny things in my ribs.. lol. but seriously la. when i say pain, i MEAN pain.

    but ive gone thru worse..

    k so basically my point is nuthing. as usual.




    blearghz


    strummed the guitar at 5/21/2006 09:23:00 PM

    Saturday, May 20, 2006
    ok im glad you werent mad at me. but im sorry anyway.
    n erm i dun think he minds u being honest. i think he likes u too.
    i think la. haha.
    psst psst. he's d kind of guy who luvvs attention.


    haha no ari im not talking abt u. haha jkjk. n i waz jk abt d prev statement too.



    hmm i juz realised dat i got far more family issues dat i eva noticed.
    nvm dun wanna talk abt it.


    k niwaes went 4 check up dat day. n i had 2 miss inter-hse softball as a result. tsk.
    nwiaes. d clinic went thru a LOT of revamp seh. hmm k gtg blog sum oda time


    strummed the guitar at 5/20/2006 11:02:00 PM

    Sunday, May 14, 2006
    ok i am traumatised. no more jokes fendy. k nvm long story.


    k wan 2 blog a lot.. but no time.. gtg


    n o yes zwanie can't u like refer 2 her by her name instead of.. well.. yeah.. haha.. k nvm..
    but she looks great in d tv screen!
    >.<


    strummed the guitar at 5/14/2006 10:57:00 PM

    Friday, May 12, 2006
    SHE IS NOT MY AWEK LA U BLOODY TOOT!
    niwaes awek is like such a wierd word.. looks like a mis-spelled kata ganti diri.


    i dedicate that to arif.. >.<


    speaking of dedication.. gary moore is damnnn feeeelinggg.. i cant play feeling songs.. hmm i got a feeling dat i blogged abt dat b4..

    k niweas.. haha. hmm shit i 4got wad i wanted 2 blog abt...

    o yes. i m NOT glib. i juz din noe wad glib meant n i hav diz tendency of using words dat i dun know d meaning.. so yea.. hhaha but i wazn glib-ing! i do NOT glib.. :D

    k nvm.. hmm my left pinkie hurts a bit.. n so duz d rest of d tips of d rest of my fingers on my left hand..

    k i got demoralised by malmsteen AGAIN.



    o yea i juz rememberd. my nephew kissed a lizard. haha n he told my aunt dat d lizard was too skinny n ask her 2 feed it cheeseburger. den he said 'oh nvm juz d cheese wud do fine..'
    haha damn cute la my nephew.. as in adorable.. not 'ugly but adorable' kinda cute..

    o yes interhse softball n hockey postponed 2 nex tues.. we were thru halfway ah.. not relli half.. but first match.. we were at our third batter.. 2 runs n making d third.. eh no one run n making d 2nd.. but yeah so it ran cats n mice n dogs n hamsters.. haha but its inevitable.. hullet's gonna OWN!! whoohooo!! yea go hulllleeetttt!!!




    haha my fren is like complaining to me abt diz disgusting guy who askd 4 her number.. hahahaha.. haha he has been continuously bugging me 4 her number 4 d past 4-5 years ah.. but i nvr giv.. c im so nice. :D haha pity her though... he's a nice guy ok? haha. n he's sincere... :)


    k chiao 4 now..







    o yes! i juz rememberd! I PASSED MATH!!! :D






    all hail the rock star! :D


    strummed the guitar at 5/12/2006 10:20:00 PM

    Wednesday, May 10, 2006
    k my guitar d skrew came off
    n d screw groove ate away d wood
    so cant screw back
    but i stuffed sumtin in
    n now can screw back
    haha k now both skrews r liddat, wift dat red plastic things stuffd inside..
    k nvm..

    haha lit was FUN. NO PUNS INTENDED!!! hahaha who m i baby-goating seh.
    geddit geddit? baby goat.. kid.. lol.

    hmm 2mrw interhse swim carn. supposed 2 support. but im gonna escape it.
    y?

    coz...


    IM PLAYING INTER-HOUSE SOFTBALL!!

    yay juz like i did in sec one


    hope can win d hse anoda gold..


    go hullett!


    k back to gary moore-ing.

    wait no enuf 4 2dae.

    back to MALMSTEEN!!



    HAHA! i can play fire in d sky!!! except 4 d long solo part.. but not bad ah, figured out d rest of d solos by ear..

    not solos la.. main riff.. interlude.. but still damn gd enuf la 4 me. haha!


    strummed the guitar at 5/10/2006 09:21:00 PM

    Sunday, May 07, 2006
    k 4 sum not-funny reason i cant see my tagboard. no, im not wearing a blindfold. neither did i accidentally pluck off my eye when i was wearing my contact lenses. wait a sec. i don't wear contact lenses. but anyway, i hate it when it happens. no, not my eye dropping out, that never happened. the tagboard not showing itself. wait that never happened either. okay nevermind.

    hmm k d past week was... ok it was SUPER HORRENDOUS. so i shall talk about it super briefly-ly.

    iscreweduptheconclusionformysocialstudiespaper
    becauseididnotreadthegivenstatementproperly.
    theregoesthenearesticanevergettoa4.0gpa.
    iscrewedupmyscienceseventhoughiwassuperconfidentafterhardcorecrashcoursing.
    apparentlyimnotasgoodatcrashcoursingasmybrother.
    mathswasNOTSOBAD!yes!

    k apart from that nothing much. hmm k 2mrw last paper. literature. haha and so many people are irritatingly suaning me because i (and fellow lit-takers) have to take paper tomorrow. coz every other subject had their paper leadi. bleargh. nvm.

    hmm k i got a LOT to blog about. but i keep 4getting.

    o yes. BAYANA!! ahhh i miss BayanA. seriously. although those BayanA people would most probably have 4gotten my name(if they knew my name in the first place). n those who DO remember me muz b like damn glad coz im out of d grp. haha. but anyway, i miss dk!
    haha d reason i suddenly mention bayana is bcoz I CAME ACROSS A VIDEO OF THEIR PERFORMANCE AT YOUTUBE. u can take a look at it on my friendster profile. the 17th video. :P or izit 18th? haha. d last one la.

    hey hey hey when i said i miss dk i dun mean dat dk times wif nAdi is not significant to me ok... dun get d wrong impression.. its juz dat nAdi now izn so active.. i mean we werent so hardcore 2 begin with.. now wif no paluan instruments.. den no venue 4 practise.. no events perform at.. sigh..



    okokokok enuf enuf enuf. once i start sentimental-ing... bleargh nvm.

    hmm ok.
    ok.
    hmm.
    ok.
    i dunno wad 2 say.

    o yes.



    NOELLL LETS GO JAMMINNNGGGG!!!!!!



    o yes speaking of jamming i still owe bib a bdae present and im gonna owe my mum my aunt and my grandma presents n im gonna owe nurin a bdae present too. haha k how does jamming relate to presents? want to go jamming ->but no money -> no money to buy presents -> owe presents.

    my power of Association of Ideas rox.


    k nvm.




    megadeth. woaa. king diamond. WOAAA. haha.

    gary moore. kewwllll. queen. KEWLL.

    k nvm.



    wierd-ed up.


    strummed the guitar at 5/07/2006 07:44:00 PM

    Monday, May 01, 2006
    i seriously shud b mugging now.

    as in seriously.

    im damn scared for my cts.. but the more i look at my books/files/wrkshts/wdvr, the more scared i get..

    ok this is so not like me.. when did i learn to be scared of tests?? hmm come to think of it.. i think i started being scared this year.. starting with the trigo topical assesment(sumtin like a pop quiz).. and its all the way downhill since then.. i think its because i took it too seriously.. k from now on i shant take my studies seriously...

    WHO AM I KIDDING??!!!

    bleargh i think i go mug ah now.

    hmmm nvm no mood..


    k abang's getting married nex mth.. or nikah oni.. sanding in july.. i dunno y, but im like worried.. i reellii relli hope his marriage wif kak...o shit i even 4got my bro's fiance's name!! haha not surprising.. if my dad's name wazn in my IC i wudn hav rememberd either.. but annyyywaayyy.. i hope abang's marriage won't end up like our parents'. correction. HIS parents'. >.<


    haha 2dae's labour day! kk children n women's hospital muz b damn full today.. haha geddit? LABOUR day? k nvm..

    hmm i imagine delivering babies to be a very painful process. bleargh. i salute all mothers(wif sum exceptions though).. i mean like seriously ah.. hmm but then again y sum mothers got the heart to throw her kids away?

    may somebody gets struck by lightning.





    mugging mood!


    strummed the guitar at 5/01/2006 06:21:00 PM