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the.gayguy]]*

the dude.

.fendy
.taufiq (white)
.appreciates(almost) all sorts of music
.tries hard to play guitar:P
.raffles
.070790

.wishlist*
.a decent, non-Ibanez 24-fretted guitar with floyd rose (preferably a Schecter)
.pink braces
.EQ pedal
.a lot of cash(need, not want)
.my bro's ephiphone hardcase
.a hardcase for my Squier
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(bridge)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(middle)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(neck)
.a new hp
.new amp
.Seymour Duncan humbuckers for my epiphone
.strike out at least one of d wishes above
.to-do-list*
.fix my Academy LP neck & frets
.fix my Epiphone '96 LP neck & frets
.organise a gig
.jam with my cuzzins/their frens
.get a life
.get decent grades for promos
.be nice
.strike out at least one of d stuff above
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  • .sing with me*



    Saturday, July 30, 2005
    elo2! long time no blog siiaa.. now surfing d net loking at fender stratocasters.. hahax.. while ppl at skool ar like running round d track supportin dr tan in d ultra marathon.. n sum at d LT waiting 4 dramafeste results.. hahx.. or izit over liao? ahahx.. gd lux 2 evrione niwaes..

    hmm.. how was my week.. lemme c.. not dat many significant event.. lets start wif wednesday..

    RE period(research education)..
    damn fcking pissed wif my grpmates.. first theres mohandass.. he took one whole week 2 complete his part of d report.. but ended up plagarising d whole of it.. n he dare complain sumore.. den theres greg.. his work ar? d report was ok la.. den he supposed 2 do sum drawing thingey.. one week leadi.. i kept telling him 2 send 2 me... he say 2 big 2 send.. but he was able to send 2 himself n 2 kua.. fat liar.. o ya he sent oni a sample 2 her n himself.. i bet dats all dat he did la, say omoz finish a booklet or sumtin la.. o wait, he din do it, i bet he asked his bro to do or sumtin.. den he still dare suan me say nvr do work.. o ya.. during d first period we had difficulty logging in to turnitin.com.. its sum service dat checks 4 plagiarism.. n like i was on d comp 4 like 2 hours while he was playing sum toy tank dat another group made, den he dare say i dunno how 2 handle d computer n all dat.. fckr.. den he himself never help.. fckr.. damn shit ar.. den wad else ar.. basically dats it la.. vishwa a bit slack oso, but ok la considering d rest of d grp.. but if got anithing owaes ask me to do one, keep saying "u do la, u group leader wad'.. hmm.. dats wad mohandass n greg do oso la.. fckr..

    d last period of re damn sian.. i told dem 2 come library discuss on d skrewd up report n all dat.. oni vishwa came, to do his tamil homework.. i ask wheres greg, he said greg doing chinese homework.. den greg called me say he editing d pics wif microsoft paint.. bloody liar.. d doc was sum adobe format which cudn be OPENED, let alone EDIT.. he say later he send me d sample.. n dat was like on wed.. now wad day leadi sia? still haven rcieve a single shit.. niwaes, i got fed p n checked my mail.. got mail frm a certain sumbody.. hahahx... damn frustrating ar.. i tried replying 5 times, but d first 4 times my fren keeps closing d window.. argh! hahax.. nvm la.. quite funny lar when i look back at it..

    afta dat went lt n check out d hullett drama guyz.. dey putting in lotz of effort.. *salutes*.. u go guyz!

    thurs..
    nuthin on afta skool.. helped out hullett guyz wif d programmes.. or izit programs? i dunno which spelling.. ahahx..

    fri..
    math lesson was damn scary.. my math tchr was in a freeking bad mood.. come in class leadi scold2.. muz b dat time of d month :P

    den afta skool lepas sembayang jumaat covered sum inter-skool(primary level) computer science challlenge.. take photos la(photog club).. frm 2 till 6.. din go guitar.. damn sad.. but it was quite urgent la dat event.. urgent 4 me.. coz each member nids 2 cover 5 events per year, which i havent these past few years.. i oni got 2 events prior 2 diz.. n events are running out lar.. so er, yar.. get d scenario? no? nvm..

    afta dat wash up abit.. watched dramafeste...... alone.... kay fine! im a loser la.. wdvr.. hahax.. no la.. i wazn alone.. it was me n d baba.. hahax.. noel.. n ravi(who was on d waiting list 4 seats but manage 2 get in la).. hahax.. n boon ping n his fren in front of me.. it was bayley den buckley den hullett.. 'Lenny the Robot', 'Below 45', 'Moo, This & That.. ' respectively.. lenny d robot is not sum stupid show as sum mite think.. its basically abt d arts vs science conflict.. n of coz a bit of anti-establishment and sum hints 2 d government as well lar.. copied friday(hullett winning production laz year) in dat aspect.. below 45 is a damn sad story abt diz guy n his bro who is of below 45 iq level.. d acting was damn gd.. mite win awards.. den came hullett.. its like friday la.. of coz, its co-written by azizul n walter wad.. but lacks a plot.. n sad to say a bit shallow lar d message, touch on too many things at a time.. a bit like friday, but sumhow it lacks a certain x factor dat friday had (maybe ensemble work? sori guyz..).. but it was rather good overall.. dey all relli put in effort.. all houses did.. but especially hullett.. laz minute changes and all.. *salutes again*.. u go guyz! go walter!

    den went back.. nuthin much la.. hahax..

    today..

    hmmm.. nuthin much.. sms ari a bit.. he oso gonna go overnite at skool 4 d 24 hrs ultra marathon thing... actually dr tan is doing d marathon.. we all take turns to support as fellow rafflesians.. bib oso running at nite.. muz ask her to watch out 4 ari.. hahax.. ari was like telling me abt chocolates making good............. k la, betta not say la.. hahax.. ari u r safe.. coz u told me d karangan title junnow.. i am a veri grateful person, lucky u.. hahax..

    o ya.. friday my fren tried calling me 3 times.. but i was at sembayang jumaat.. hahax.. i oso one thing la.. i replied 2 her sms say i free.. hahahx..

    hmm.. boring week as usual.. o wellz.. gtg look at summore guitars.. toodles!


    strummed the guitar at 7/30/2005 10:26:00 PM

    Tuesday, July 19, 2005
    helo again.. hahax.. din get 2 finish posting d prev one.. hmm. so where did i stop? o yar.. rg gem concert.. abt d common trend amgst malays playin bass izit? hahax.. habibah plays bass n guitarron.. i play bass.. ari plays contrabass n guitarron.. hahax.. c?ut i juz realise that theres a flaw in diz trend of mine la.. basically d trend duzn work.. hahax.. habibah plays prime oso.. ari oso.. n hyqel plays prime(duh! hahax).. so im d oni one who plays bass oni.. hahax.. no la.. i oso play prime, but not in perfs or anth.. dey nid my talent 4 bass.. e eh! speaking of PRIDE man.. hahax.. but honestly, bass is damn fun la.. ppl owaes say bass damn simple.. or i owaes say la actually.. but contra is MUCH easier.. like d newest piece we got, el bimbo.. dey oni like dum.. ta dum.. ta dum.. ta dum.. hahax.. bass is like answering phrases ar(melodic lines).. n got chords eh.. hahax.. no la.. duzn matter.. evrione is important in d ensemble.. yea man.. datz y its called a guitar ENSEMBLE, not guitar primealtocontrabassguitarronwithextrabassesgroup.. if u get wad i mean.. hahax.. o ya.. hav i mentiond abt mr romantic? hahax.. ARI BUDIMAN!!

    hahax.. basically wad happend was he gave two roses 2 two gurls.. syaz n habibah.. hahax.. no im crapping.. i handed d roses 2 dem.. hahax.. no, im crapping again.. hahax.. actually we(me n a few guitar guys) set ari up.. hahax.. now i not crapping.. we at first try forcing him 2 giv a rose 2 habibah.. but he dun wan.. den we snatch d rose frm him den i went up 2 habibah n gave it 2 her.. hahax.. n i was like "oh helo2! nah. ni ari bagi(here, ari gave u diz)".. hahax.. den i cabot.. den syaz oso.. hahax.. damn funni ar.. den got another malay gurl sellin flowers oso, we tot of buyingdoz flowers on ari's behalf n den giving it 2 d gurl.. but no money ar.. hahax.. ari ari.... n like now i keep kacauing him abt it.. hahax.. n he of coz like "oi.. stop it la".. but like say dun wan 2 say liddat(macam nak tak nak).. hahax.. as in liek he actually likes d attention ar.. i mean if he wanz me 2 stop he can juz jack me n say dat i passed d roses, not him, den i'll sit down n shuddup.. but nooo.. he juz "oi.. wads ur problem.. stop it la".. hahax.. get my point? no? nvm.. hahax,,

    nex day open house@ ri.. hahax.. guitar performed la.. hahax.. damn sian.. play wave n cadiz n tico-tico over n over n over again.. evri 45 min interval.. hahax.. damn sian rite? but d laz few hrs we played sum song by diz hasabe guy.. summer's wind or sumtin.. we 4got how 2 play it.. n i din refer 2 my score.. so juz hentam.. damn kewl.. hahax.. nobody notices anyways..

    apart from guitar, got sum CERTAIN cca under sum CERTAIN teacher in charge n STUDENT in charge oso involved in d open house.. i not saying which one.. but it was like.. aaah.. i wun tok much la.. coz i oso nvr help out.. d display was ok la(rool eyes).. sum gong, canang, 2 anak, maracas n congkak.. i wunder wad cca ar.. hahax.. calls itself a cultural association.. wif its state now it shud revert to its cultural club name.. hahax.. actualy i got no prob wif d 'associatio' ar.. juz wif sum ppl.. like example those running it.. d tchr especially.. i lent d gong n canang 2 a dk grp like a few wks ago.. den like wednesday or sumtin den she tell me she wans d instruments back.. she wans all instruments back 4 open house.. so friday me n adly n a sec 2(arif) went yishun 2 geddit la.. i mean i skipped my last rehearsal 4 open house guitar.. arif skipped lunch n went strait 2 training after dat i think.. n adly, well, he's partly responsible 4 lending d stuff(i bear d other part of d responsibility).. dat one ok la.. but i damn pissed wif my batch mates ar.. asked 4 help, malas ar.. why me la.. diz la.. dat la.. got sumtin on la.. but cca nvm la, but sum ppl.. 'i cannot.. got sumtin on after sembayang..'.. den nvr tell me wad.. when i came back dey tngah lepak2 kat canteen.. k la.. mayb d thing juz ended or sumtin.. but d rest? pukz sial! tak leh harap.. nak harapkan budak sec 2 jugak.. ape kawan mintak tolong tak leh pe? n itz like 4 d persatuan's sakes la 4 cryingout loud.. o ya.. i 4got.. dey elite ppl wad.. d knights of d fair maiden(my ass la fair maiden).. cannot do work.. oni i n adly la can do.. muz do.. k la.. i was kindda over abt dat in dat point in tyme.. but during d open house, i got damn pissed again.. SUMBODY lent d rebane 2 rj n anak 2 sum individual(individual! itz not evn 2 another persatuan which wud b easier 2 hold responsible if anth happens or wad).. eh wait, sumbody else lent rebane to rj.. but diz SUMBODY, as d cultural IN-CHARGE, has to take charge la.. i mean instruments r part of his job lar.. n guess wad? sum TEACHER IN CHARGE said she wans all instruments on open house day no matter wad, n made me skip cca n all dat.. but d rebane apparently was not at d open house.. n she din evn NOTCIE IT!! sum teacher in charge she is la.. den when i asked her, "Cikgu, rebane mane? rj tak bagi balek eh?".. she asked me back" eh ah, rebane mane? diorang belom bagi balek?".. wdf! n she evn asked" eh ni gong kite punye eh? mcm terok je" WDF!.. she din notice d instrument dat SUM STUDENT WAS IN CHARGE OF was missing.. put me responsible 4 it anyhow.. n even asked whether d instrument was ours.. WDF!! what kind of teacher IN CHARGE was she? o ya.. when i was hanging ard there.. ard 2 plus or early 3 plus, i heard her asking one of my batchmates 2 jage d booth properly, she wans 2 go home.. WDF!! d open house ends at 4.. other ccas all like cleanup n all dat till like 430 or 500.. n other teachers dun leave halfway.. but diz one? wdf ar.. if other people can sacrifice their commitments or welfare for sum measly INSTRUMENTS dat she have ever hardly SEEN b4, let alone touch, y cant she like sacrifice like anther hour of her blody time?? itz not even sacrifice, its duty, its responsibility.. n ironically junnow in class she made us do a poster n brochure about responsibility.. wdf??

    n not oni dat.. shes bias.. shes FUCKING biased.. u noe y she biseng2 abt gong n canang? coz I lent it out, wif d approval of d budaya ic dat she least favored.. n u noe y she din take notice of d rebane? coz sumbody ELSE was in charge of it.. i not saying who.. but dat guy oso.. when i asked him abt d instruments, d first moment he say "entah, shud b at d mat room, u go check ar.." speaking of responsibility man.. den d time i asked him he said "sebenarnye diorang da bagi balek lame da".. contradictory premises? or juz a stupid lie? fckr.. i dun blame him much la.. n i dun blame diz yr exco's standard not meeting d prev year's ones.. look at d teacher man.. o ya.. afta dat ar.. ydae or sumtin.. tok to dat guy online.. den i ask him whether got dk.. den he say i ckp banyak tapi takde initiative, takde action.. 4 fucks sake hes d ALL POWERFUL ALMIGHTY BUDAYA IC.. he's d one not taking responsibility 4 it.. n dat time supposedly got a tarian cum dk training session 4 3 or 4 hrs.. he expected me 2 come.. yeah.. come 2 a 5 min tarian 3hrs 55 min play session.. yeah.. n i ok la.. mayb diz yr dey change.. so i asked him 2 talk 2 my mother 2 let me take part wif diz bloody persatuan which treats ppl like shit.. i mean after all im still part of dem by race.. den he was like ok2.. den he nevr call.. den when i ask him, he said he tot i was sacarstic? n he said i bangang 4 dat.. fucker! o ya.. holly students.. cannot kacau.. muz treat dem like gods.. oh sori oh great one, if my truth-speaking tongue hath offended thou in any manner.. hahax.. i rmberd he once warned me coz i post diz kinda stuff on my blog "mind your words.. diz is not a threat.. juz mind your words".. lolz..

    -hahax.. niwes, a note 2 another *eherm* person.. email me or sumting kay? i miz u like hell leadi.. tata-

    o wellz.. 2 d rest.. i got math test 2moro.. cant tok nimore.. chowz ppl!


    strummed the guitar at 7/19/2005 10:06:00 PM

    Sunday, July 17, 2005
    yo ppl.. now looking 4 anime theme songs.. actually any songs.. hahax.. juz downloaded Northern Lights.. shaman king 2nd series theme song.. kewl ar.. d singer is sum gurl called megumi hayashibara.. not so jambu.. but her voice damn nice.. n d song lots of guitar part.. hahax.. but too bad im not amongst those grp of gifted ppl wif gited ears who can play juz by listening.. like ari, heng zhong n of coz hyqel.. karthik oso i think.. hahax.. niwaes, now looking 4 Enter the Sandman, sum mettalica song.. hahax.. dat wud b d third smetallica song on my pc la.. do i sound pathet? hahax.. coz i dun bother buying d cd, coz i firmly belief that there are some kind hearted mettalica souls out there(looking at karthik and hyqel n boonping) who can lend their fellow metal-fans a cd or two.. hehex..

    niwaes, enuf abt metal n all dat.. now, where shud i start.. mayb abt my bdae.. hahax.. 7 july.. nuthin much la.. me mum got me d g-300 leather watch dat i wanted.. eh no.. i think she got me g-350L, not g300L.. hahax.. nvm.. as long as its leatherish.. but its blue.. i prefer d red one.. o wellz.. niwaes, din rceive many presents diz year.. awww.. hahax.. i make maself sound damn pathet.. hahx.. dun mind la actually.. but got quite a few funky prezzies.. hahx.. me mum gav me dat watch.. my grandma n co giv d usual stuff, their veri own food hamper.. hahax.. n diz tyme dey like gimme 4 pringles, 2 boxes of chocs, a few big packets of crackers n cookies n biscuits and all dat.. damn funky ar.. hahax.. n maisarah gav me dat silver chain/bracelet/thingey.. its abit oversized 4 me.. but i like it niwaes.. ramizah(or her mum i suppose :P) gav me money.. yeah.. more money for Help Fendy Get Stratocasted Fund.. hahax.. n o ya.. d guys in my class who r sittin ard me was like wad lar.. Be Nice to Taufiq Day.. hahax.. dat time was Be nice to brian day.. hahax.. haiz.. damn fun ar diz yr.. made my ic leadi btw.. hahax.. d photo sux.. as usual.. haiz.. but got dat sumbody diz yr nvr gimme prezzie.. haiz.. mayb she tryin 2 make it evn wif me yar? hahax.. laz yr she gave me like a few prezzent, i nvr give her even one.. hahax.. diz yr i try 2 make it up 2 u kay? hahax..

    enuf of dat.. now abt wad ar? o yes.. how can i 4get.. Reverbere Concert.. by d RGS GEM(guitar ensemble magic).. i was omoz late.. so was heng zhong.. but we ended up reaching rgs on tyme la.. hahax... got gurls outside selling roses n drinks n tissue n all dat.. hahx.. shaz was at d counter selling tissues.. hahx.. niweas, where was i? o ya.. i bought a packet of tissue n a rose at first.. hahax.. i lost dat tissue packet n d rose.. i save it 4 latr ar.. hahax.. niwaes, d concert started.. not bad ar.. i think dey startd wif their syf pieces.. quite nice.. dey deserved dat gold.. good job gurls.. hahax.. den got many songs.. bla bla.. break time.. bought a drink.. damnit man.. of all stuff, how can dey not hav MILO?? argh! datz it man.. rage 10 i'll put a milo van outside.. hahax.. niweas, d solos n small grp perfs were MUCH nicer den d big grp or whole ensemble pieces.. dat means dey r individually damn good la.. rememberd diz gurl's name .. yufang.. i call her yusheng's mei ren yu(mermaid).. she freaking pro la.. evn tho she fumbled a bit.. fuyoh.. she freaking pro.. especially d harmonics.. tak leh angkt.. o ya.. one more thing.. their guitars are BLOODY SHINY.. when dey move a bit ar, sumtimes me n hengzhong had to put our heads down.. d reflection was light blinding our eyes ar.. den got diz minute when d guitar happend 2 b at angle where the reflection missed my face by an inch ar, i cud c d light on eugene's shirt, can evn play shadow puppets.. seriously.. hahax.. rage concert put mirror on guitars..

    apart from d interesting concert.. got sum funky stuff oso la.. i found that there happen 2 b diz common trend dat malays owaes end up playing in bass sections.. alamak.. gtg.. post another time.. bb!


    strummed the guitar at 7/17/2005 10:21:00 PM

    Monday, July 04, 2005
    hahax.. no time no blog.. hmm.. i dun thing got much 2 blog.. n im bz now niweas, later when i not bz i blog again.. tata!


    strummed the guitar at 7/04/2005 06:03:00 PM