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the.gayguy]]*

the dude.

.fendy
.taufiq (white)
.appreciates(almost) all sorts of music
.tries hard to play guitar:P
.raffles
.070790

.wishlist*
.a decent, non-Ibanez 24-fretted guitar with floyd rose (preferably a Schecter)
.pink braces
.EQ pedal
.a lot of cash(need, not want)
.my bro's ephiphone hardcase
.a hardcase for my Squier
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(bridge)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(middle)
.a mini humbucker for my Squier(neck)
.a new hp
.new amp
.Seymour Duncan humbuckers for my epiphone
.strike out at least one of d wishes above
.to-do-list*
.fix my Academy LP neck & frets
.fix my Epiphone '96 LP neck & frets
.organise a gig
.jam with my cuzzins/their frens
.get a life
.get decent grades for promos
.be nice
.strike out at least one of d stuff above
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  • .sing with me*



    Sunday, January 16, 2005
    yoz ppl.. back frm obs.. LONG time ago.. but no tyme to blog.. niwaes, here's an incomplete story of my obs..


    day 1(tues)
    was on d fone till 12 plus am.. den slept a bit.. oerslept.. took taxi 2 skool wif greg.. reach skool 2 early.. den went on bus to punggol.. reach punggol..took the Quest(a boat) to pulau ubin camp 2.. icebreak.. chiew ling was our instructor.. hahax.. den did lotza stuff.. frm introduction to our store.. den wrote d Battuta grd rules..den do trust fall.. hahax.. damn farni.. she said dat d butt is d most heaviest part of a person.. den we said dat means prassatt(dis damn short n small indian guy) was d heaviest, coz he has d biggest butt.. hahax.. damn fun.. den set up tent.. den do belaying practice.. den bla bla bla.. at nite cook.. damnit man.. i had to do both.. set up tents AND cook.. was a bloody mess ar.. coz mixed up here there.. d tent pitchers n me did d hardest work, but end up only eating plain rice.. coz d cooks ate all d bake beans, sausage, peanuts n all dat.. damn.. hahax.. shared tent wif greg, prasat n harish.. o yar.. diz part damn fanni.. i brought in 3 lighters and 2 obs jacknife.. sum in my pants.. sum in my sweater.. den i decided to make flamethrower wif prasat's insect repellent n my lighter.. n when i did, i burned a hole in d tent.. ahahx.. but not d whole tent.. but juz d netting in d entrance.. panicked.. den slept..

    day 2(wed)
    woken up by rain.. tent flooded.. coz sum a--hole muz hav triped oer d flysheet string n peg, so d flysheet din cover d tent properly, so flooded ar.. wash up.. unpitch tent.. prassatt din help at all.. damnit.. den evrione transfer backpack.. frm our own ones to d standard obs ones.. sumhow it felt heavier.. den do rock climbing.. damn fun.. i was so panicked dat i climbed up like damn fast sia.. n d instructor(chiew ling) was like "oi! oi! slow down.. u think u spiderman ar?".. but she's a nice instructor.. but i oni do one wall.. nvr do d harder wall.. no time.. climbed once.. belay many times.. damn ar.. hahax.. den canoe practice.. or wdvr lar... capsize drill.. me n greg share canoe.. he bowman.. i sternman.. which means he paddles only while i help d paddling n do d steering.. hahax.. capsize drill.. rescue drill.. me n greg best rescuer.. hahax.. den got one part we told zenzel n noel to capsize n afta dat rescue dem.. den got screwed by instructor.. coz we pandai2 capsize wifout her surveillance.. den we kayak wif another watch called Raffles to our destination for d nite.. diz place called d Quarry.. or machore or wdv lar.. arrived at dark.. tenzing n da gama reach much earlier.. den pitch tent.. din cook evn though we were supposed to.. oh yar.. i was d food ic.. hahax.. we were supposed 2 cook noodle ar, if we follow d ration paper, but we ate bread instead.. which was day one breakfast.. which we skipped.. den briefing.. greg volunteered to be one of d sea expedition(or Sex for short) leaders.. i wait for greg b4 going in d tent.. he had a separate briefing till 11 plus.. actually i waited coz d tent stinked.. prasatt n harish inside slipping leadi.. b4 greg n i came in d tent collapsed.. but doz two juz slept on.. hahax.. damn funni.. we re pitched.. sprayed a hell lot of my deodarant b4 entering.. den slept.. no burning 2nite.. o yar.. b4 dat we switched tent bags wif sum other guyz in my watch.. so no hole..

    day 3(thurs)
    woke up 5.30.. coz supposed to launch kayak at 7.. notice d word SUPPOSED.. den pack up.. unpitch tent.. hahax.. wafter we pulled d strings n d tent collapsed, prasatt was still slipping inside.. hahax.. so we started folding, den he woke up.. hhahaax.. den load our stuff to d boat, d sandpipers.. den launch kayak.. din get to put on sunblock properly.. regret man.. but long sleeved shirt.. niwaes, we all launched for d Sex(Sea-Expedition).. me and greg same kayak.. he paddle i steer.. we were d portside leader or sumtin liddat.. diamond formation, we at d extreme left, to make sure no one gets too near d shore.. prasatt was supposed to do Sex wif diz zenn chua.. loser prefect.. n noel sex wif zenzel.. but bcos zenn prasatt too weak, noel did wif zenn.. zenzel wif prasatt.. n oh my, was zenzel pissed.. niwaes, navigator too fast.. fahd n kennedy.. chiwak ar d navigator.. niwaes, stopped for 'lunch' at diz small island.. dunno d name.. afta dat change place wif greg.. he steer, i paddle.. damnit man.. i no experience as bowman, he no experience at steering, so as gd as having to kayak for d first time.. n we became like sweepers instead of portside.. n d sweeper(d guy who sweeps d tail) was sea sick n half concious.. so we like replaced him ar.. niweas, passed diz sumtin java or sumtin.. one of d danger areas, apart from ubin village.. there got one part d water damn shallow.. den from afar saw sum guyz carrying d kayak.. n we tot they were walking on water.. hahax.. niweas.. bla bla.. paddle paddle.. den got one part.. one of da guyz kayak was SINKING.. not capsize, sink.. ****** sia.. we were so far behind.. den greg n i stopped.. den lionel n alex stopped n u-turn.. raft-up.. wif d sinking kayak in d middle.. we blow d whistle like a million times.. showed d emergency sign wif d paddles.. but dey nvr stop.. until like damn far away den dey stopped.. n d sandpipers din evn help us ar.. dey were supposed to guard our backs.. but dey were wif d NAVIGATORS.. den after like long time den d sandpiper u-turned.. we were like n danger of being washed to malaysian shore.. n d cloud above us was like damn dark leadi.. den d sandpiper cum den one of d instructor juz asked "wad's the problem?" in sum annoyed manner.. modafcuk.. n dey din come to us.. dey were like a hundred metre away, den use d loud hailer.. den asked us to paddle to dem.. so lionel was like solo paddling 3 kayaks.. my god.. respect.. den afta we, no, HE paddled d sinking kayak to d sandpiper, d instructor told us to catch up wif d rest.. woa.. okay.. no big deal.. juz 500 metres, n d gap's getting wider by d min(coz u c, dey started moving!).. no bigz.. niweas, afta we got near dem, a replacement sweeper paddled to us and told us to paddle faster.. wa lieu.. me n greg was like.. wdf.. lionel's face damn red wif anger leadi.. niweas, managed to catch up.. we went straight to d navigator den lionel n greg started shouting and cursing.. i juz kept quiet.. niweas, paddled n paddled to our destination.. d shopping centre.. dats wad dey kol it.. but juz a forest clearing.. niwaes, d instructor said we finished early by 35 mins.. evn tho we started late by an hr.. niweas, afta a 20 mins breather or sumtin we started hiking to camp 1.. a more advanced n cleaner n nicer campsite, frm wad we heard ar.. hahax.. niweas, hiked n hiked.. harish n prasatt kept slowing us down.. mayb coz me n greg left them to carry d tent bag? hahax.. but datz no excuse man.. dey were carrying it together, n dey were damn slow.. sum other guyz carried it by themselves, wif a jerry can sumore, n dey were walking non stop.. stupid rite those two? n dey were still complaining.. when me n greg scold dey kept saying abt how slack me n greg were coz we nvr carry d tent.. n we were like telling dem abt how dey nvr bother wif d pitching.. oni me n greg duz d pitching ar.. a--hole.. den reach d place.. pitch a bit.. had dinner.. continued pitching in d dark.. den cant rmbr do wad.. den at nite greg prasat n harish slept.. me n fahd were toking abt politics and all dat stuff.. hahax.. till one instructor came n told us to turn in.. hahax..

    day 4(friday)
    2dae quite fun.. high element.. diz place called d Inverse Tower.. got four sides.. battutta did d pole climbing and 3d side.. its one side.. but d pole climbing inside, d 3d is hanging on d outside.. me n greg did d pole climb first.. we have to do in pairs.. den attatch to each other by dis cord or sumtin.. so one guy cant climg too far frm d other.. niweas, its basically 2 long logs going diagonally up, crossing each other.. den got staples on d log to help us in climbing.. den me greg climb.. looked damn hard.. but managed to the top.. damn nice.. den i belayed a few times.. oh yar.. zenn n prasatt tried climbing.. managed.. dey took like 30 mins or sumtin to get past d first 3 staples.. n is like 3 mtrs or sumtin.. wakakakazz.. den me n greg do d 3d.. double dangle duo.. 2 parallel rope ladder.. den horizontal logs.. n d height btwn one log to anthr kips getting higher n higher.. n greg did it blindfolde, to get double points.. btw, d 3D is also called d Nut(s)cracker.. hahax.. ouch.. hahax.. but i nvr get cracked.. wdv.. niwaes, afta da inverse tower, do flying fox.. damn fun.. eh no, flying fox den lunch den inverse tower.. hahax.. same la.. den hiked back to camp 2.. hahax.. n since prasatt n harish kept complaining, i carried d tent ar.. hahax.. all da way.. but greg take over for a moment or two at times, but trade wif jerry can.. niwaes, all thru da hike i was toking kok.. had to kip d ppl's morale up u c.. but was effective ar.. stopped oni twice.. reach d camp.. me greg, zenzel, noel, shi hao, brian, ian set up all da tents.. zenzel n noel leadi plan to kick darryl(d filipino guy) out, den me n greg sleep wif them ar.. so prasatt, harish will be wif darryl.. niweas,, while we were pitching d guys shud b cooking ar.. but end upwe cooked.. we got a hell lot of food.. so we tried finishig it all up.. we did instant noodle.. instant noodle wif campbel cream of chicken soup.. instant noodle wif tuna.. hahax.. n d fire damn nice.. coz i couped sumbody's lighter fluid.. n pour it in d fire.. damn nice.. den while pouring d can top caught fire.. hahax.. but put it out lar.. den noel was like "wah.. hero kampong" haahax.. damn fun.. same thing happend to zenzel.. den cleaned d store.. slept.. damnit.. in d middle of d nite.. or 2 am.. we woke up.. sumbody plucked off d pegs for d flysheet.. couped it.. so d tent flooded.. we got up n slept at d mph.. damnit.. i din bother to change frm my wet pants at first.. so afta ten mins got 'frostbites'.. i dunno if dats da correct term.. but my leg bone was aching like shit.. so changed up.. slept on da stage, shivering.. evn wif my windbreaker..

    day 5(sat)
    woke up.. breakfast.. washed tent.. prasat din elp harish n darryl at ALL!! damnit.. oh yar.. when we returned to d campsite in da morning, d whole tent collasped.. sumone coped moz of d pegs.. niweas, clean up n all dat.. den check for loses.. had to pay 90.60 bux.. lost 36 pegs!, a bungee cord, so had 2 pay for da whole harness, den camping sticks.. den got like how many bottles.. i think 10 bottles.. hahax.. 90 bux.. den buy souvenirs.. den went to camp one on a boat.. den had lunch.. den finale.. wah lieu.. dey call it d 'grand' finale.. damn boring ar.. we juz broke into our watches n start going round da campsite playing team-building games.. but got one wall climbing.. i climbed.. nex to prasatt!! hahax.. den went home..

    datz it for obs.. skool not bad.. classmates not bad.. teachers sux.. hmm.. my 2.4 timing sucked.. deproved by one min pluss.. oh yar.. speaking of which, i got kacau prasatt while running.. coz he damn slow, den i went past him and asked "why prasatt? y so slow? your ass in your way?" hahax.. damn funni man.. n his face was damn red.. or maroon.. lolz.. datz all for now i guess.. bubyez..



    strummed the guitar at 1/16/2005 07:12:00 PM

    Monday, January 03, 2005
    yeae.. junnow was first day of skool.. wait.. lets tok abt ydae.. hmm.. lemme c.. i think i woke up at 3.. wait, wazn dat saturday? arrgh.. den dunno wad.. blabla.. went jp lepas maghrib.. needed 2 buy long pants for obs.. nid 3.. i oni got one.. hahax.. den went to royal sportin house or sumtin.. den met my fren.. hahax.. actually met her brother.. den met her.. :P.. same diff-fahd.. hahax.. niwaes, sumbody's not dat happy......... hahax.. damn.. but oni met dem a while, coz we nid 2 do our own shoppings u noe.. hahax.. den prepared 4 2dae.. i sew a grundo to my sling bag.. hahax.. a starry $2.50 grundo by macs.. hahax.. den i sew it on.. den put badge to shirt.. put stuff aside.. den watch s'pore vs myanmar.. spore goin finals! yeaee! hahax.. den i 'slept'.. i cudn slip much.. woke up at 4.30.. shower.. made my bed.. FIRST TIME eh! hahax.. not first time ar.. first time during skool day.. breakfast, den went off.. met up wif greg at BL int.. he was wearing longgies.. hahax.. lolz.. longgies=long pants.. we're not supposed 2 ar.. dat is, until afta obs.. hahax.. but i dun wan 2 wear.. but my mum force.. hahax.. so c first ar.. niweas, board train.. met anand at lakeside.. greg still complaining abt how paiseh he was.. n i kept rubbing it in.. i kept saying my legs were freezing n how i hoped my shorts cud reach my ankles.. hahax.. lucky 4 us adly/anwaar not in our class.. hahax.. me n greg same class niwaes, diff courses.. but all got lit.. niwaes, reached bishan.. looking 4 my fren's bro.. but cudn find.. den went 2 class.. got lost looking 4 it.. not dat bad ar.. farina got stuck in traffic.. hahax.. actually i wanted 2 kacau d sec ones, but no time.. den assembly.. by d new headmaster.. bob koh.. god.. it sucked.. he was SlOW.. sorri sir.. but relli, he tok damn slow.. kept repeating sum stuff.. tried 2 make jokes.. but got sum interesting announcements ar.. JB field will be closed 2 make way for d 7 STOREYS CLASSROOM BUILDING.. damn.. hahax.. n albert hong hall(our skool hall) n canteen will b demolished sumwhere in july.. d first thing dat came thru my mind was d mat room.. d "mat" room.. hahax.. wdv.. gonna miss it.. we juz cleaned it up sia, sumwhere in june last yr.. wait, i think its july.. yar, july 20th last yr.. hahax.. SUMHOW i rmbr.. lolz.. wdv.. niwaes, den came class interaction.. its diz evri morn thing u mit ur form teachers.. for admin stuff n all dat.. a bit messy.. a guy in d list was missing, another had long term injury.. sumbody migrated.. damn.. d list was a mess.. i sat in front of d tchrs desk, coz trying 2 avoid d prefects.. damn.. got 5 prefects diz yr in my class.. damn hard 2 turn d class into a 2C.. hahax.. recess came.. ate in class, despite d presence of d prefects.. n i evn told one of dem off.. diz zenn chua, gay.. hahax. n i was like "wad? book ar! like i care".. wdv.. den changed up 2 pe.. den picked an 'argument' wif diz classmate of mine abt taufik batisah.. god.. i din evn noe dat guy'z name till afta we 'argued'.. it was more like toking shit.. hahax.. den had 'orientation'.. damn lame ar d games.. line up accordin 2 height, den accordin 2 bdae, den according 2 primary skool alphabetical order.. my class din relli bother doin.. den went back class 2 make dis giant crossword of d class mmbrs names.. hahax.. den went to shaw foundation hall again 4 obs briefing.. den dismissed.. finished at one plus.. my obs watch damn 'funky' ar.. got a filipino guy, got ZENN, got prasatt n harish(zenn's fren), got Ian Yap(a tchr's son, weehao's 'punchbag').. got sum loser.. got greg.. got shi hao(my classmate since sec one).. damn Battuta rox.. hahax.. den went 2 buy badge.. went rjc to eat wif muhammad, chinyee n gengyu.. spent like 2 hrs exploring.. actually i was looking 4 sumone.. but cudn find.. o wells.. dats all i guess.. wait.. no.. hahax.. went home.. den sumbody sms me.. dat person said saw me sumwhere on d way home.. ape ar.. din evn gimme an sms or call or wdv when we met.. haiz.. nvm ar.. 2moro obs.. till saturday.. juz in case sumtin bad happens, i wud like to apologise 2 all my frens ar.. if ive been an ass or anth.. n tanx arr for ur friendships.. wish me lux.. hahax.. gonna miss my blog.. ouh well.. juz 5 dayz.. gonna miss my bed.. gonna miss my barang2s at home(white sweater, jeanses, stud belts......) o yar.. mayb im gonna wear long pants.. if my parents allow me 2 wear my studded belt.. gtg now.. nitez! toodlez!


    strummed the guitar at 1/03/2005 07:06:00 PM

    Sunday, January 02, 2005
    yeah.. get 2 blog again.. damn.. 4got wad 2 blog abt.. hahaxx.. 4 a start.. near my hse got org kawen.. got dk barat sumore.. hahax.. i started off my day late.. at 2 plus PM den i got out of bed.. den mandi.. after mandi wan 2 sembayang suddenly heard bunyik gong, canang ngan rebana.. n i was like huh? haha.. at first i tot it was gamelan.. coz oni d double canang n gong cud b heard.. den i listen closer got rebana sound.. den i realised it was d kelantan beat.. as in standard karut kelantan beat, not d adi ningrat karut kelantan beat.. den i open my window den hear d awoks.. hahax.. den i was like, omg.. hahax.. den sembayang.. went online.. help greg print HIS hmwrk.. my cuz tot i copying him.. hahax.. dats lyke been there, done dat.. now i tak maen ar copy2.. hahax.. den makan.. den went down 2 buy beras.. instead of buying beras i ran 2 d tempat org kawen.. hahax.. i tot i missed out d performance.. but when i was going down d stairs i heard d awok doin wau bulan.. den i ran all d way in d rain.. managed 2 catch part of it... d juare/karut/whoeva solo den d second verse den tepok 10.. it was lentok ar.. not dat its a bad thing.. but its not my type.. i mean wau bulan is leadi slow, but diz one is sumhow relli slow.. mentally.. dunno ar.. den no laungan or anth.. but quite nice ar.. especially d transition frm wau bulan 2 tepok10.. no tepok3.. juz gradually increase d tepok speed to tepok 10.. but no laungan.. oh well.. o yar.. friday went 2 sembayang jumaat at redhill wif my dat.. met izzat, azhfar n ilya(spelling?).. dey r d jc students.. ex ri.. den went tiong bahru plaza wif my dad 2 get a fone.. a new hp.. not 4 me ar.. 4 me mum.. but moz prob i using it nex yr.. hahax.. its motorola e328 or sumtin.. i dunno ar.. but got 'e', '3' n '8'.. black.. colour fone.. camera.. video recording.. mp3.. fm radio.. damn kewl.. but havent try.. except 4 d camera.. not bad ar d colour.. better den my m55, 3310/3315.. spiking of wich.. my dad repaired my 3315.. went 2 get new screen.. hahax.. n afta buyingd fone walked ard.. den i bought another mesh cap.. hahax.. converse.. not i bought ar.. my dad.. wait, no, i bought it.. coz my dad owes me sum money, den he bought it.. so its like using my money ar.. after i bought den i realised sumtin bad.. hahax.. i wanted 2 buy another VD cap, not a converse one.. hahax.. so now i end up wif a converse instead of VD.. o well.. o yar.. i went 2 buy my obs stuff.. fuel, nylon string, torchlight.. stuff liddat.. den cant rmbr wad else.. o wellz.. gonna go obs, so gonna miss my blog! boohoo.. hahax.. goin frm 4th till 8th.. wish me luck.. hahahx.. gtg nows.. toodlez!



    .. hmm.. juz relised.. i cant find my archives.. hahax.. nvm..


    strummed the guitar at 1/02/2005 05:07:00 PM