being a guitarman.

Sunday, October 31, 2004

yawn.. long time no blog.. hahax.. haiz.. damn sad.. madrasah last day todae, but cudnt get to catch up wif sumbody.. went early to madrasah bcos of madrasah dk preview.. came back late coz i spent like 1/2 hour lining up in office to take back my schoolfees card.. den i realised i didnt nid to line up.. haiz, so missed out.. den went to jurong point wif raden khairulfadly.. he went to buy sum thingey for maisarah coz she got 2nd in class.. actually he wanted to give it juz for fun.. hooker.. woops, so evil.. niwae, went wif him coz dat time he went wif me to get my mum a card.. n 2dae he loan frm me instead.. oh dear.. gtg.. shit.. bubyez..

strummed the guitar at 10/31/2004 09:42:00 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

strummed the guitar at 10/21/2004 11:12:00 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

gimme a minute while i do a compulsory survey abt Research Education.. done!

They asked for feedbacks.. lame.. i gave them disagrees or strongly disagrees.. hahax..

open ended question one: Give two strengths of the programme(the RE program la)
1.it succeeded in depriving students from precious hours of studying and releasing stress.
2.also, it succeeded in occupying aproximately 120 hours of time which otherwise could have been use for more benefiting activities, like self studying or interacting at least at a minimum rate with the society outside the Institution to at least remain human

2 areas that can be improved on
1. it should be more practical and less lectures
2. lectures should be short and precise, not long winded and un-precise

Other comments:
if possible, disengage this program from our curriculum

finally, a hypocracy-free survey

niwaes, for those muslims out there.. happy fasting, and just in case i meet the dawn of 1st Syawal, Happy Aidilfitri as well..

niwaes, this week was d last exams week.. eh, correction.. its COMMON TEST(or CT for short), not EOY exams.. bah! wdv la.. niwaes, had humanities on monday.. geog n history.. i think humanities are my best subjects.. dats y im taking double sciences n triple humaninities, not triple sciences n double humans.. I AM NOT GIVING EXCUSES FOR NOT TAKING DOUBLE SCIENCES(contrary to what SOME PEOPLE insist on believing).. for god's sake, y shud i take subjects that are irrelevant to colorblind people(ie me).. as in, its not gonna b of any use.. neither is chemistry or physics or art or d&t.. but apparently, bio is d oni droppable subject, so i drop it.. niwaes, y m i babbling? o dear me.. niwaes..

tuesday was maths.. hope to get full marks.. not because im trying 2 b smart, its bcos im trying to save myself from the verge of FAILING!! if i get full marks for the test, i think i can oni get 65 overall for maths.. im dat bad.. but i betta stop complaining.. sum ppl get worser marks den me..

wednesday science.. muz get full marks to get an A, so can pull up my average GPA and maintain a 3.2 out of 4.. haiz.. but too bad i cudnt get full marks.. ohm's law i 4got.. n even d moments i forgot how to calculate.. too much electricity in my head.. argh.. flunk..

on a brighter note, thursday went to eat breeks.. 4 those who dont noe, breeks is a restaurant, one of Seoul Garden's franchise or relative.. along with SG Breakfast.. niwaes, went there at two.. planned to go out of house by twelve thirty, but didnt.. was watching sesame streets.. hahax.. oscar was damn funny.. he bacame postman, cos got a new "Mail-it Shop" on the street.. damn nice.. while waiting 4 d new shop 2 open, big bird n elmo sang d alphabet song upside down.. n I followed!! hahax.. turn upside down n sang.. haha.. niwaes, got to ang mo kio mrt on tyme.. den wait for mark.. chinyee and fahd(evil twin brother) leadi waiting.. den found out weehao oso coming.. but when mark's train arrived we hid behind d public phone booths.. den i scared him n saed we took a train 2 tampines breeks.. haha.. weehao came along n they went to sum underground escalator.. had to go down n save them.. haha.. finally walked to breeks.. they didnt noe their way ard amk, so i brought them round n round amk.. go into sum wierd building, go into sum computer shop, spot a fruitstall.. den went to breeks.. den enter n asked a seat 4 five, n got d one rite next to the entrance.. hahax.. n i asked if got discount(actually i noe got discount, but dis kind of places sumtimes muz ask first den can get).. d waiter went in 4 a while, den came out and asked fahd if he was my cuzzin's cuzzin.. hahax.. fahd was gaping.. but i quickly saved him n told d waiter dat i was my cuzzin's cuzzin.. haha.. coz i informed my cuzz i was going there to makan, but she off day dat day, so informed her colleagues abt it la.. haha.. irrelevant.. niwae, ordered food.. lemme go anticlockwise starting frm fahd.. fahd ordered fishnchips, mark ordered steak.. striplion or sumthin.. den they ordered mashed potato wif garlic.. chinyee ordered fishnchips oso.. weehao ordered ice-cream, Breek's special.. n a mash potato all to himself.. coz he had lunch leadi.. *deflates*.. i had a beef bolagnese and ice mocha.. dotty motty motzy.. my food came first.. chinyee said it was biasness.. den came fahd's n chinyee's, followed by potatoes.. o yar.. ordered d waffle fries.. n mark's one came last. coz he wanted d steak to b well done.. no la no.. congratulations.. haha.. geddit?2.. welldone? congratulations? nvm.. niwaes, eat2.. tok2.. den a cat happened to pass by outside.. den mark/wee hao/whoeva pointed out "eh, nice cat".. den chinyee looked ard, b4 saying"chey! i tot u saed nice skirt".. den i saed aloud "hmm.. nice pussy".. den i realise i wasn at skool, den turn a bit red.. nvm.. dun geddit rite?.. niwae, eat n eat n tok.. n eat.. after d waiter took our plates n stuff.. wee hao poured ketchup into my cup of icewater.. n added salt n pepper.. n i took a sip.. or gulp.. den came d bill.. chinyee n d rest wanted to charge it on my cuz's salary.. but i decided not.. so we didnt.. niwae, 45.75 bux.. nice number.. actually was abt 60++, but 30% disc.. haha.. so we split it as equally as impossible.. nvm.. den we went ard amk.. tried to get lost, but cudnt.. den outside amk mrt i took sum of d numbers on d notice board.. u noe, d "house/room for rent" numbers.. took two.. prank kol.. first one didn pick up, so left a message.. i spoke in indian accent n gave Elangor's number.. Elangor is a security gurad in my skool, indian, malaysian i think, evil.. dat time i toking to sumbody on d fone outside mat room oso kena marah.. den dk owaes he ask us to go sumwhere else to practice la n all dat la.. niwae, kol second number.. sumone picked up.. i spoke in indian accent.. said "Heloo? My name is Elangor. I heard that you are renting a room or a house." den she reply n ask wad area i want.. so i asked for bishan area, n i said "bcos i work as a security guard at Raffles Institution there".. but no place at bishan, got one at ang mo kio.. she saed one room per person 300 bux.. i asked if 2 ppl can share a room.. den chinyee pretend to be my colleague and said in d background loudly "oi elangor! faster lah.. changing shift leadi.. " so pretend to be in a rush.. gave Elangors number.. she ask when I can pay d down payment, i saed on monday.. den she say she'll kol back.. hahax.. damn corny.. i wonder wad happened to elangor..

niwae, going back .. wanted to go bugis junct.. but a bit late.. so went home.. but met a mad woman on d train.. swinging her arms like holding an imaginary tennis racket.. n me n d guys imitated her.. corny.. so went home after dat.. den.. hmm, wad else?

o yar.. nex day fridae.. went to skool.. on my way halfway fahd sms me saed my iep is on monday, but i didnt belif.. so went all d wae to bishan n found out dat i didnt nid to come to skool on dat dae.. so went mat room.. wif taufiq azim.. crap wif d rebana, he played gong.. den played soccer in d room.. haha.. den went back.. den go sembayang jumaat..

nex day saturday.. had madrasah dk.. felt a bit akward.. d wae dey did it was diff.. so akward la.. d kelantan, matang n yengki was erm, veri diff.. n penutup was d same as my skool one.. the "Wau Bulan" thing, but dey did it differently.. d tepuk 10 was damn havock sia their's.. much more noisier n unorganised den Adi Ningrat.. but damn nice.. haha.. came back, afew hrs later buka puasa..

2dae had madrasah.. damn sad case.. missed sumbody.. woke up at 9.30.. tot it was 8.30.. so i mandi slow slow, till my mum told me d time.. so went out at 9.45.. wait 15 mins 4 bus.. reach boonlay, missed sumbody by two buses.. argh! nvm.. had madarasah as usual.. tok yawn tok yawn.. returning time felt like walking, but sumhow i didnt.. sh*t la.. den at boonlay instead of taking 243, i went jurong point.. argh.. regret it.. budden i nided to buy a card 4 my mum, her bdae 2dae.. n oso khai told me to go jp, so i cant decline.. coz he oleadi waited 4 me early morning going madrasah.. argh.. n he went jp bcos he wanted to follow maisarah, not coz of me.. but niwaes, borrowed 3 bux 4 a card.. im dat broke.. den wen home.. haiz.. den till now.. bored.. gtg den.. toodles..

strummed the guitar at 10/17/2004 09:13:00 PM

Friday, October 15, 2004

argh.. putted up my ET picture using 'hello'.. but caont find it.. argh.. gtg

strummed the guitar at 10/15/2004 11:59:00 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

yeaee.. finally get to blog.. hahax.. junnow was my last paper.. science.. argh.. skrew up.. after dat got briefing on OBS.. den in d midst of briefing gengyu n chinyee kip smsing me.. alfred injured his leg.. his knee ligament if im not wrong.. n they kip smsing me to tell muhammaf to go sick bay to help.. coz muhammad is a first aider.. chinyee oso, but he quitted n join rugby.. but muhammad din go to sick bay.. he carried on sitting on d chair at lecture theatre one n listen to d tchr briefing.. or at dat time lim jee nee was skrewing us.. n telling us to "shut that gap".. wad kind of language is dat sia.. niwae, if i was muhammad, i wud hav stood up n juz walk out.. i dun care if jeenee scold.. although by doing dat i wd b blowing their cover.. as in, chin yee, alfred, gengyu, alex n a few guyz ponteng d lecture.. n by telling jeenee dat "my class goalkeeper got injure while playing soccer while u r here skrewing us for no damn fucking reason", i wud get dem into trouble oso.. haha.. wait, i still remember sia.. last week i skip skool.. no lah.. not skool.. i skip d last period of skool.. a two hour period.. hahax.. n by the time my fren kol e when he finish skool, i was at home leadi, finish washing up n eating n such. hahax.. niwae.. hmm.. dunno wad to post abt sia.. haiz.. hrm o yar/.. mayb i shud posty abt 2dae..

wait.. den again, nuthing much.. after breifing, i went to sick bay 2 visit alfred.. didnt expect like seven ppl croding n playing ard there sia.. haha.. n gengyu n chinyee later play wif d stretcher.. n den muhammad drove us out, saying dat if any red cross ppl see us inside he wud b screwed.. selfish sia.. if i were him, i wudnt mind.. i mean, wad harm can my frens do sia? steal a few rolls of bandage.. us it to prank ppl.. steal sum plasters, and paste it on themselves all over.. haha.. or take sum panadol home.. nuthin much wad.. hahax.. n i remember chin yee giving alfred a bottle of sum wierd wierd medicine (that u apply on wounds) for alfred to drink.. n chin yee evn open d bottle cap 4 him sia.. haha.. n after dat went j8 wif greg.. ate at macdonalds.. i put d pancake syrup, along wif pepper, into my orange juice.. nad drank it.. hahax.. afeter eating went jalan2 at j8 a while.. went to d quite newly refurnished part of d building.. den got up-going escalator, so i went up.. but near d top i turned n walked downwards.. like treadmill lidat.. hahax.. raced wif greg.. until two security guards jacked us.. he ask us wad we doing.. we quickly chow sia.. hahaz.. den we go seiyu.. look around d billabong section.. got bags, wallets, skirts, etc.. n i was like holding up d skirt n den putting it on my waist.. hahazz.. den went to children section.. got winnie the pooh plushies.. damn cute.. den walk ard summore.. den saw ninja turtle plushies..complete wif weapons.. damn nice.. den got transformer robots.. cute.. den we went out.. go mph.. check out voodoo kits.. damn lame.. wanted 2 hang out sumore.. but got bishan park sec over there.. damn intimidating.. so i chow la.. den went to mrt.. go home.. oh yar.. juz b4 i 4get.. after eating at macs we went delifrance to steal sume sugar packets.. haha..

hmm.. suddenly dunno wad 2 write.. hmm.. 2moro going to eat at angmokio breeks.. wif chinyee.. now looking 4 more ppl to join us.. hahaz..

toodles for now

strummed the guitar at 10/13/2004 02:47:00 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

bored to death.. decided to do this questionare frm -sit-'s blog.. lol..

01. name: real-fendy, official-taufiq
02. hobbies: cursing, mourning, stalking sumone on sundays
03. gender: erm.. *thinking hard*.. sumbody help me answer this!
04. age: 14 half
05. date of birth: 070790
06. zodiac sign: cancer (the one wif d sign dat looks like 69)
07. school: kindergarten- papcf. primary-pioneer
08. address: Walls Street
09. email add:paradigm_jealousy@hotmail.com
10. hair: ?? not straight? deep black?
11. eye colour: white n black, n red sumtimes
12. hair colour: black
13. right or left handed: right
14. bf's name: check my class list.. frm number 1 onwards
15. gf's name: which one? (sial)
16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1332
17. when's ur bedtime: past 12
18. do u hav a car: 3 chevrolets, one jaguar and afew ferraris
19. what type of car do you want : one that erm.. works?
20. brand of cars : ayam brand?
----------------------*have u*
21. tried smoking: no
22. drink alc0h0l: no
23. been hurt emotionally: no lah no
24. kept a secret from anyone: no lah no
25. been on stage?: countless of times
----------------------*favourites*
26. colour: black, or pink
27. food: my auntie's and grandma's cooking.. n my own dishes
23. drinks: my auntie's coffee.. thick n sweet.. n deep black, like my hair
29. number: 2410
30. disney: elmo.. eh wrong.. cinderella.. princess jasmine
31. sports: f1?
32. song: cant remember
33. movie: cant remember
34. subject: maths.. trigo.. lol..
35. friend: adelah.. hahaz.. all my frens r my fav friends..(o really?)
----------------------*right now*
36. wearing now: pk shirt+3 quarters+other stuff inside
37. hairstyle: mess?
l38. looking at: the SCREEN??
39. thinking of: God.. yar rite.. im not DAT pious.. wait, was dat spelled correctly? lol.. thinking of my problematic life.. n abt sumone
40. listening to: my pc humming.. *hummm*
----------------------*do u believe in*
41. do u believe in love?: guess so.. i luv my nyai!!
42. faith: yes
43. urself: yeah.. most of the time.. wait, datz exagerration
44. ghosts: not really.. but i blif in Satan
45. angels: yea
------------------------*in the last 24hrs*
46. worn jeans: i juz wet one junnow.. wif sweat..
47. cleaned ur rooms: 3 times.. no choice
48. cried: havent done dat 4 a long long time
49. met someone new: ppl at jurong point?
50. last person i talk to on the phone: my dad
----------------------*love life*
51. do u hav a gf/bf: gf? no. bf? yes.. lol.. no lah.. jk
52. haf a secret admirer?: if i noe then dat person wun b a SECRET admirer rite? mat logic
53. wanna get married?: for god's sake.. im like wad? 14!
54. do u plan on having kids?: ever thot of infering frm the previous answer?
55. old u wanna be when u get married: ... im 14 u shit!
56. old u wanna be when u haf ur first child: refer to 53
57. how many kids do u want: i said refer to 53
58. would u hav kids before marriage: i dunno.. hahaz.. no lah! of coz not!
59. do u haf a crush: hmm..
60. what do u wan most in a relationship: sumone to evn hav a relationship wif?
----------------------*either one*
61. pink or black: pink
62. kiss or hug: hug
63. summer or winter: summer
64. sunny or rainy: rainy
65. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla.. choc gimmme acne probs.. lolz
66. hanging out or chilling: chilling out? lol.. hanging out
67. music or tv: usually none.. but tv if i have to
68. nite or day: both?
69. guys or girls: not sure? lol.. eh, izit a coincedence dat dis question is numbered "69"?
70. sleepin or eatin: eating.. actually neither.. my mum owaes force me to do either
71. love or lust: love
72. silver or gold: silver
73. sunset or sunrise: both.. but prefer sunrise, coz dat means God gave me another chance to live
74. phone or in person: in person.. especially sum person..
75. diamond or pearl: diamond..

eh? dah habes? yeeaaee! lol..

niwaes, forgot to post abt 2dae(fridae).. went to grandmas house, coz no school.. went out wif like a few gurls.. lol.. (ur not d oni one who can do dat! :P) lol.. my cuzzins la.. played badminton.. den beli ayer batu.. threw a small piece of ice at my eldest cuzz, den kena throw back like a dozen big boulders of ice.. exagerration.. kena chase round bukit batok.. lol.. den went home..

o yar, sumthin abt ydae(thursdae) dat i 4got to add.. at junction 8 after looking 4 thomas i went into a jewellery shop.. saje2.. muhammad saed "u crazy or wad?".. i didnt bother.. den skali gengyu joined me n push me in.. den i like act a bit coz starting to paiseh.. i asked him "eh, which one is suitable 4 our teacher ar? dat silver neckalce or d earring?".. den he said "for mdm leong dat one not suitable.. shud gt her a jade bangle".. den, while grabbing me he asked one of the salesperson in the shop "excuse me.. do you hav any jade bangles?.. going at BELOW TEN DOLLARS?".. n i was like wadafark! damn paiseh.. den i try to act normal n walk out.. damn paiseh.. but damn farni.. cannot tahan lafing..

toodles for now

strummed the guitar at 10/01/2004 11:33:00 PM